ok, about time I got back to finishing this, tho I hopeyou will forgive me asim using a really crappy keyboard at the college.
First off, I should have not allowed a gf to engage in adult activities with other women. It encourages a little bit of strife in the relationship. To have a gf for the specific purpose of sex isnt really a gf. there is another term for them, but its not appropriate here. Knowing whatI know now, I can say that after engaging in adult activities with other girls, she no longer wanted any and wasnt willing to engage in it with me. Looking back, im glad for that as even tho its generally a standard to lose your virginity at an early age, keep in mind that when you meet the woman of your dreams, its a lot more impressive to tell her you stayed celebate and are still a virgin. Typically guys just go off and lose it like its an unwanted appendage. But holding your virginity until you meet that special person is truly a great thing.
Second off, I should not have went back to playing techno while she was singing and trying to play her music in the car. I showed that I had very little control over my temper.
and third, I should have called her more often. Aside from that, she had good reasons all over the place to stay faithful. I even bought her a nice white tiger statue for christmas not to mention all the times I tried to make and keep many compromises between us.
CJ