She frowned, eyes flaring as she continued sharpening it. "I just got it, and it didnt go through a femur in a single slick, so im sharpeneing it. it used to be a longsword. As for your problem, i cannot sense anything that might be influencine you. For now, just be careful. and i dont think god would focus his intent just on you. Your not that important. Hell, Julian isnt that important to get gods attention.