"because I had a mate...a vixen, and four kits...the weather was bad early that year, but she always worried more about everyone else...including your pack, I hurt my leg and she went out hunting while I stayed with the kits to keep them warm, your pack was out hunting too...they brought food home, four rabbits...AND MY MATE. I SAT WITH MY KITS AND WATCHED. THEM. STARVE. I couldn't feed them...they couldn't eat meat yet. I spent years trying to that hunting party, finding out he had led it, and getting scarred up in the process. Then i had a dream, she came to me, and told me that I was foolish for suffering and causing suffering on her behalf. She doesn't want this war, and I won't sit by and let people suffer and die while I watch...never again"