I have cancer in my spine, multiple stroke, blind in my left eye, deaf in the right ear, dead below the waist, can't tell the difference between death and dreams, memory loss, ifections, constant pain, and the knowledge that I failed in my life's mission.
Everything that made my life meaningful or enjoyable has be diminished. Everyday feels like a life and death struggle, and the worst of all, my mother got cancer and tried to hide it from me.