i didnt plan on being back so soon but my heads so bleep up, i got all these thoughts in my head and there totally flippin' me up.
i have all these thoughts and i cant understand them, i feel alone and i cant help that feeling, of being issolated and angry and sad and scared.
i want to go to sleep and never wake up, i think i hurt someone, and i feel bad, but another part of me doesnt care.
i want to scream and cry and lash out and hurt someone but i cant work out why, i want to jump off a bridge or cut my wrists and just end it all but i dont know why, i want to think i'm a good person but these thoughts make me feel sick inside. i feel like i bleep up everything and everything i touch turns to crap. i cant explain it, i was happy last night and now i feel like i want to die or something.i'm scared of myself, but i cant stop the thoughts an d i cant control the feelings