I'm a sad person in general. I spend most of my time alone and quiet. I draw to keep my spirits up, and keep correspondence with long distance friends: OL and RL. If you want the gorey details of my day to day, I keep a Live Journal and it's linked from the "profile" section of my website. I need the right combination of people around me to help me come out of my shell.. I know I can be happy IRL.. even loud and truely friendly. I was like that at one point in my life, but now there is so much weight on my shoulders I just want to cry. I've got a host of online buddies who act as a support group network, but I've been removing myself from them for fear that I'm becoming a bitchy, burned out bother.
I've enjoyed having my site hosted on furtopia because there aren't rolling blackouts and I'm not worrying about whether or not the site is going to remain here. In short, it's been more dependable. The service has also appeared to speed up a bit over the time I've been here, so I'm really really happy with furtopia.
Erp.. time for work. bye.