I do not accept myself someday not existing because I find it impossible to imagine myself not being.
That's not true because you do imagine yourself not being: you said your soul was created. You are just making some special case for the future. Regardless, whether or not you can imagine something has no baring on whether or not it's actually true.
I believe that you are failing to wrap your mind around my idea. When did I ever say that your afterlife is a delusion?
Apparently you don't understand the problem I was pointing out. I didn't say the afterlife under your system would have to be a delusion, but that delusion would have to be just as acceptable of a basis as non-delusion since both are belief. You said that whatever you
believe is what you will get. Not what you
want, but what you
believe. If you had said
want, I'd still disagree with you since it lacks evidence, but at least it'd be logically consistent.
But you specifically said
believe, and belief has no direct connection to reality; someone can believe something that isn't true just as easily as they can belief something that is. I'm pretty sure you agree with me on this point as you've stated almost the same thing. So when you say "whatever you
believe is what you'll get", that means your beliefs cannot possibly be incorrect because whatever they may be, you'll get it. Therefore there would be no difference between delusion and reality as far as the afterlife is concerned.
And I don't understand why you're making it sound like I'm against you... If you believe nothing is going to happen to you after death, and I believe I'll be reincarnated, how will either of us lose, in the end? You get what you expect, and I get what I expect.
Imagine if someone believed they were going to get eternal torment after they die. Under your system they'll get what they expect, therefore they don't lose, right?