I feel for you Kada. I too live with chronic pain through no choice of my own. It is due to multi-chemical sensitivity, an ailment that I could not prevent getting. Due to heavy levels of PCBs in the groundwater where I was raised, I developed this and numerous other health problems. My mother, who is an avid environmentalist, did not contribute to this. I, myself, who has eaten an organic diet since my teens, did not contribute to this. Yet, when for two years, when it was impossible for me to work at all, I was unable to get assistance from a government program. I was denied SSDI repeatedly. I am actually still waiting to hear about a settlement. I work now, but a lot of what I do is from home. For those two years without health insurance, I was able to get on a community care program through an area Catholic Hospital. It is a great program that can cover services that they provide at one of their clinics or at their hospital, but it wouldn't cover prescriptions or certain treatments that would have helped me. I rely on home delivered oxygen. I used to have to get a ride to the nearest clinic (about 15-20 minutes from where I live) to get on oxygen when I would get a bad migraine, because I simply could not afford the $400 per month for it to be delivered. But worst than that, if there was a surgery I needed, even if it would have been provided through one of the hospitals with a community care program, I would have still been expected to pay more than I could have possibly afforded... enough where I likely would have been denied surgery. Why? Because the hospitals near me go through an outside, independently owned clinic for anesthesia. I don't know who here has had a recent surgery, but I just did, and over half of the $5,000+ bill for outpatient surgery was anesthesia. Even after insurance, I am going to have to pay on the installment plan, but if I were still without full-time work and without insurance, as I was when my disability was more severe, I would have never been able to afford this.