welp.. here comes a wall of text.
In some cases a mistake is understandable but like i have stated before my faith in humanity is very very little so unless the person seems desirable to take care of I dont want any of my tax dollars to go to them. This is very impractical so it will not happen, just its my reason to have some lack of care about the testing/treatment centers. Ignorance (not getting tested/being careful) is no reason to increase your chance of harming/negatively effecting someone else, think before you do things, if you dont you are just carelessly harming others.
I'd love it if someone would prove that there is still some good in other people. Iv seen small actions that give me some hope, though the Closest person to have restored it would be my partner but there are some issues going on, and the distance is making it very difficult to work them out.
In my head I am kinda placing a little blame on everyone for the issues with immigration. Though i place most of the blame on those who stay here illegally, those who act all defensive form people's fears (middle east), those who defend illegal immigrants, ect. I am only asking for one thing in my life which is to be with my partner but thanks to the mess of a country we live in, which is caused by no one just shutting up and working together a significant amount.
Moving back to the topic of trump one thing I'd really like is the deportation of anyone here illegally. one of the things that made America great was that anyone could come in if they were willing to work with each other to build a country. There were hopes of great things like infrastructure/science development. Though all who support illegals and those that come here illegally that are not cooperating with our country is making the government respond with strict immigration laws. These people are causing/maintaining/protecting the problem that is so very close to destroy my life.
I myself had pretty big dreams about what I wanted to achieve later in life. Thought about helping other people when they are in need, thought about putting a quality game out there for a reasonable price for people to enjoy not for profit, thought about contributing to the development of humanity through assisting in technology testing, providing food/materials when needed, physical labor when needed, disaster relief, "motivational support" for those who are actually working on developing new things, and most important to me living with my partner, and enjoying our lives together. though with the way society has been treating me with school all those dreams are crushed.
even with all that my hopes were still up, though that was only due to the assistance of my partner. sadly my depression/anxiety/stress ended up harming our relationship badly (will keep further details private) at times it feels like we might end up separating, though with him being pretty much my last hope/faith in anything that will really not end well for me though it's his life. (he seems to still have that hope/faith/will so he has better chances than me)
this reason lead to us trying to have him immigrate to the US, which hopefully would allow us to rebuild the relationship but as you can tell in my recent posts that ended in a drastic failure. Now the thing is that would likely not have happened if it weren't for all those illegals, supporters, terrorist, people defending a religion heavily associated with terrorism, ect.
pretty much what im getting at here is that i dont want anyone else to get stuck in a similar situation as me, feeling that their life is almost over in a very painful way yet still physically alive is defiantly no way to live. while a large issue in my situation is personal/relationship related i believe that at least maybe the immigration part of the problem can be fixed by having trump. kick out all those who are not willing to cooperate with the rest of the United states. immigration system might be broken for a few years but hell you tear something completely down and then people can rebuild it.
suicide rates, and the amount of people depressed is far too high here, and while obama did get us out of the middle east i expect much more improvements in those 8 years. having a Hillary presidency seems as if it would just be another term or two of Obama (though maybe a war with russia) if anyone claims that this stuff takes time Obama was known to just executive order tons of things yet things are still horrible. after 8 years i expect far more to have been accomplished than what happened the past 8. this is one of the reasons why i feel that trying something new (trump) was a good thing.
3:39 am so there may or may not be a few errors