...I do sometimes envy those who believe in an afterlife, though. It must be nice to not fear death as much as I do.
How so? In my mind, there's a greater sense peace associated with believing that everything ends at death.
That's only if you think you're going to hell otherwise. XD
No, just kidding. I'm at peace with the idea that everything ends at death. It's the idea that this death could come at any time that tends to weigh on the mind.
Death coming at anytime scares you? I think about death every day. not in a "I wish I were dead" way or anything like that. I contemplate different ways to die all the time and the ramifications of my death and how my passing will impact others.
I also think about what it would be like to have a doctor tell me I had a terminal condition. Would I want treatment? Could I afford it if I did want it? If I resfused treatment, how woud my friends react? How coulld I make sure word of my passing would reach all my friends?
To me, death is nothing scary. We're going to die one day, so why should I be afraid of it?
My motto is modified from a Red Dwarf quote. "Everybody dies; you're born, then you die. The bit in the middle is called life, so enjoy it while you can.
And I do. I eat what I want to eat, drink what I want to drink. I take in all the great things in life I want. I face my fears now and then to say I did it, and I run from my fears now and then because I don't feel up to facing them. I don't worry about anything in my life short of going to jail (Thankfully I don't do illegal things).
Everything has an end and everything dies. The day must end and give way to night, the night must end and give in to the day. There exists no story or book that goes on forever, and even the stars above us will eventually fade out. Even if there is no life or existence beyond this I still do not fear death because it
will happen one day. Till then, I'm gonna enjoy my time.