Ever since I was young, and I mean 4 or 5 years old, I have wanted to become a writer... not that I knew conciously that such a job existed, but I liked to write stories and the occasional poem. Sometimes I find old disks I stored them on and laugh.
I still write, even though I've been struggling to get out of a block that has lasted over a year. A lot about my stories has changed, for example the fact that I actually finished a halfway decent one last year. I finished a 'novel' (100 pages) before that, when I was 12, but I didn't think it was any good then, let alone now. I only finished it for my friends that liked it anyway.
So what am I getting at?
Well, the things that haven't changed.
I still sit down with only a vauge idea or a character in mind and write a couple of pages till I hit a dead end. Then the next day, week, or even year I'll write another couple of pages until I can't think of anything.
I don't plan ahead. Sometimes the ending comes to me (like the one story I finished), sometimes I have a vague idea of what I want to happen at some later point in the story. If the latter is the case, I don't usually make it to that 'later point' because I can't think of anything to come in between 'now' and 'later', and I can't just skip it either.
I have read some books on writing stories, and they say to plan ahead, think out the general plot or write down what happens in each of the chapters. I tried this, even in a very thorough way (a computer program of which I can't remember the name) and have found that this only hinders me. I write because it's fun to figure out what happens next, even for me, and if I know too much I suddenly don't want to write the story anymore.
The only thing I want to have figured out in advance is at least one character, an event that gets the thing going, the general atmosphere, the language I'll be writing it in (English or Dutch) and the setting. If the story is set in the modern day I just go "Oh, well, a city of..." and name a city I know something about. If it's in a fantasy setting I can go to great lengths making a map of the country, major cities, history, the people, everything, but I can't plan ahead in the story because it 'crashes' me.
Still, without planning I can't get on with the story because I get stuck filling in the gaps.
So I was wondering, does anyone have the same problem? Maybe some advice? Do you plan the entire story before you start writing it or do you make it up on the go?