I enjoy what you write. If you don't mind me saying, you sound like more of a poet than an author of books and such. Most of your writing seems to hold a deeper emotional connection, much like poems do. You must enjoy writing, judging on how well you do it. For the most part, people's work comes out better when they are passionate about what they are doing. Now, one thing I don't understand fully, is you. You are an excellent writer, and can really go somewhere with this. But from the sound of it, you take no pride, or even like for that matter, in what you write. I don't know why people who are good at something have to be so overly critical about their work. I do it too, but not to the extent of what it appears you do. You constantly write that you are unsure whether you like the story, then I read it and it's amazing. How could you not like it? What is their not to like? I'm sorry if this offends you somehow, but why can't you see how good you are and boost your own ego from it. Sometimes it is good to be full of yourself.